retourner.

i need to see if it's the same. Or if i've gone too far this time, and i can't come back.

i'm scared it won't be the same, i'm scared it won't love me like it did.

i'm falling apart.

3 choices, one's about to become permanent. help me choose?

i could just lie here and listen to this song until i fade away.

unfortunately i can't sing.

Rachel: Have you ever liked someone so much you just wanna lock yourself in your room, turn on sad music and cry?

i thought i was a fool for no-one, oh baby i'm a fool for you.

i wish i didn't care. i wish i wasn't a loser. i wish i was good enough to be more than just a memory. i wish i wish i wish.

i walk with heroes.

"It's like how many times can life hit you?

When do the blows start to hurt?

When do you just ... stop?"

the harsh light of day.

and i was an idiot.

if only for a day.

i need to go home. wherever that is.

or so we hope.